Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Rhapsody in Blue


It's been a long time that I haven't seen a Japanese drama. However, I just finished watching one over a weekend. It is called "Nodame" in Japanese ("交響情人夢" in Chinese). While my friends introduced it to me in the early year, I couldn't enjoy the drama with them at that time. My Japanese friends also told me that it was the hottest show when it came out last year in Japan. Basically, it is a story, from a series of comics, about students in a music college. The two main characters are a talented pianist, Nodame, who had bad experiences of learning piano in her childhood; and a handsome and popular guy, Chiaki, with a great potential to be a symphony director, who has airplane phobia which inhibits him to go to Europe for further study. Of course, there are a lot of funny stories happened between Nodame and Chiaki.

I was touched by not only the students' passions for the music in the drama, but also the great background classical music. The main theme music is "Rhapsody in Blue." I think this version attached above is inspired and entertaining. Playing music should be happy, although it requires good skills. I always remembered the music teachers asked us to appreciate the music and to sing/play songs from the heart. Singing in a chorus also gave me great oppertunities to cooperate with other members. We communicated with each other by melodies and listened to each other to sing good hormones......Five years from then, this time I went back home, we sang together again. We found out we still have passions for the chorus and the life, althouh we are not majoring in music. During the rehearsal, we felt free (sometimes goofy and sometimes serious) as the jazz in the Rhapsody in Blue.

Other than the music, it is also encouraging when working with friends who can cheer you up. For example, the internship was stressful. It was approaching to the graduation time and each of us had our own goals after graduation, just like the characters in the drama. Luckily, my classmates who practiced at the same site as me were all supportive. We, five students, had to hold a Christmas party for the rehabilitation inpatients, besides the main treatment sessions and book readings. We came to therapy rooms every weekend to prepare the party. A shocking conversation was that one girl didn't like my personality at all because she can't tolerate my slow thinking process. Other people defended for me that it was good to think thoroughly before making a decision, especially being a therapist. You may think we were fighting, but actually it was a very interesting debate. Some similar debates happened every week when they sat in my car to seminar sessions. At the dinner after a seminar, the guy of the group always challenged us with one "brainstorming" question, like "do you want to be a ugly but rich guy or a beautiful but depressed person?"......Five years from then, this time I went back home, we five people gathered again. We found out we still have passions for the rehabilitation and the life. We exchanged information about therapies and health systems. We shared different life styles, symphathized the sufferings, and laughed loudly for funny stories.

Well...I murmured too much. Back in real life!! The data analyses need to be re-run because of a stupid mistake. It may take me a long long time, as listenning to the "Rhapsody in Blue" for 20 times. AH~~~

p.s. The Dvořák Slavanic Dance in the drama was rated the most beautiful song people want to listen to again. While I like that song, the follwoing song, which I love very much, shuld be recommended. In Dvořák Symphony No. 8 in G major, Op.88 - 3rd movement: Allegretto (music), imagine the bird singins in the nature.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

I am (not) who I am?

去看了一場Play(話劇),劇名ART且贏得1998 Tomy Award,由三位演員獨撐全場,話題從S買了一幅抽象畫開始,S付了M認為"過於昂貴"的價錢,而這幅"觸動S心弦"的畫僅是一個空白,經過一番激辯,M覺得S過於自以為高貴,而S覺得M過於評論他人,而原本當和事老的Y到最後變的裡外不是人,反到被指責是牆頭草且沒主見,三位要好的朋友為此爭的面紅耳赤,甚至懷疑彼此互相連結的情誼是否真誠,當然劇末三人合好如初......這齣喜劇中令我印象最深的是,Y拿著心理醫師的"銘言"唸出一段繞口令: (我試著記下這段但可能有錯)
I am who I am becuase I am who I am. You are who you are because you are who you are. However, I am not who I am because you are who you are, and you are not who you are because I am who I am.

我回台灣的這一趟,見了許多多年不見的朋友,她們已不是社會新鮮人,但也非職場的老手,有些人選擇拼命工作,有些人選擇回學校進修,有些人討論著婚姻,有些人還是個黃金單身漢,有些人開始要學習當個領導者,有些人卻想轉換跑道。有的朋友羨慕我可以從事研究,但是我卻羨慕他可以站在臨床的最前線,有的朋友羨慕我可以出國深造,但是我卻羨慕他在事業上有所成就,有的朋友羨慕我依然自由,但是我卻羨慕他可以有家人陪在身邊或是打算與另一半廝守......雖然際遇不同,但是相同的是每個朋友身懷絕技,也各有夢想,而且是腳踏實地的朝著夢想努力,我深深的為每一個人深感驕傲。這趟回去讓我感觸良多,因為我多年前有這些朋友,多年後的我某種程度也是因為他們,我很開心大家一起以相同的速度在蛻變,可是那份互相連結的情誼依舊真誠,我不想去懷疑是否100%但已足夠了!!

謝謝你們專程為了跟我見一面而北上或南下,我見到了如此有活力的你們讓我有勇氣在"異鄉"繼續努力,希望將來我依然是我而你們依然是你們,你我的改變仍舊向上,我也殷殷期待不久之後的相聚

p.s.1 我必須說台灣進步不少,雖然有很多人不同意,但是真的比上次我回去時進步多了,才回到這裡不久,我已開始想念所有的美食和人情味了!!

p.s.2 聽到大街小巷都在放"落葉歸根"這首曲,王力宏還特別在作詞作曲人署名「色.戒」的鄺裕民,看完那電影後對這首歌有被觸動心弦多了一點,等這裡上映後我還想去看一次那部令人低懷不已的電影。

落葉歸根

曲: 鄺裕民 (王力宏)
詞: 鄺裕民 (王力宏)

舉頭望 無盡灰雲
那季節 叫做寂寞
背包 塞滿了家用
路 就這樣開始走

日不見 太陽的暖
夜不見 月光的藍
不得不選擇 寒冷的開始
留下只擁有遺憾

命運的安排
遵守自然的邏輯
誰都無法揭謎底

遠離家鄉 不勝唏噓
幻化成秋夜
而我卻像 落葉歸根
墜在你心間

幾分憂鬱 幾分孤單
都心甘情願
我的愛像落葉歸根
家 唯獨在你身邊

但願陪你找回
所遺失的永恆
當我開口 你卻沈默
只剩一場夢