Who says
經過一整年的荒廢, 雖然我沒有忘記這裡的存在, 但是要繼續地冷言冷語下去, 是需要時間來醞釀的...至少2010年裡也要來寫一篇阿!
最大的改變就是離開了學校系統, 到醫院去上班了, 我即使還是會在課堂上教課, 生活的重心已經不是著重和邏輯以及數字打仗, 還要和時間賽跑, 學術外的世界並不是非常理性的, 明明有效的治療方法有時候就是會失靈, 我這滿腔熱血的治療師也只能愛莫能助, 幸好新的同事和至今遇到的病人大多數都是好人, 讓我還在適應中的新生活抱持一貫的優雅...
這一年學到很多“離別“, 有生離也有死別, 我的理性不斷的告訴自己在分開的當下該要堅強, 我的感性卻又無法止住讓我瀟灑的放下, 只能留待時間沖淡濃濃的情緒, 雖說在他鄉的日子裡以及醫學的訓練中, 面對離別應該是很平常的, 人們來來去去, 我的落腳處不總是別人的落腳處, 就像是從前沒想過要離開台灣, 現在也應該不期待自己會永遠的待在這裡吧?(想起蘇軾的詩:人生到處知何似?應似飛鴻踏雪泥。泥上偶然留指爪,鴻飛那復計東西。)不過話說回來, 離別也是再會-等待再相會的時候, 我一直是期待再和親愛的你們聚首那時刻的, 因為我還是想知道, 分開的這段時間裡發生了哪些事, 讓我們變得不同或是更相同了呢? [左圖:第一次到森林裡露營加上朋友的拉不拉多]
上面的一段落如果太沈重的話, 讓我來分享使用iphone的小心得好了:目前剛拿到iphone4約3周, 這是我用Nokia的舊機5年後的一個大躍進喔!本姑娘還滿喜歡它的觸控鍵盤 (雖然手常常滑掉按到別的鍵), 還有程式互換的功能(意思是說"當在說電話同時也可以上網查資料"之類的), 當然也包括可以照相甚至自拍 (有打閃光的功能喔), 可以錄音(上次去audition前還有自己錄下練習的過程), 最開心的是可以自己剪輯鈴聲....^^
說到鈴聲, 就來聽歌吧...最近有一首歌很迷人差點變成我的手機鈴聲, 但是擔心自己聽不到而作罷...
Who Says (收集在 John Mayer 最新專輯Battle Studies中)
Who says I can't get stoned
Turn off the lights and the telephone
Me in my house alone
Who says I can't get stoned
Who says I can't be free
From all of the things that I used to be
Rewrite my history
Who says I can't be free
It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long night in Baton Rouge
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you
Who says I can't get stoned
Call up a girl that I used to know
Fake love for an hour or so
Who says I can't get stoned
Who says I can't take time
Meet all the girls in the county line
Wait on fate to send a sign
Who says I can't take time
It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long night in Austin too
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you
Who says I can't get stoned
Plan a trip to Japan alone
Doesn't matter if I even go
Who says I can't get stoned
It's been a long night in New York City
It's been a long time since 22
I don't remember you looking any better
But then again I don't remember you
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